Hey guys. HEHE.
Ok I know I suck I keep changing blogs and I don't even post that often. I TRY HAHA. Anyway I only blog when I really have the feel to so YUP.
A N Y W A Y
There's been so much happening lately with school and all my external stuff that I've barely had the time and energy for anything else. My social life is slowly fading into nothing. SIGH. The life of a Singaporean student.
It scares me that I'm not even sure what I want with my life anymore. I guess that's the aftereffect when you've got too many things going on. But what scares me more is that I don't even know who I am, who I want to be anymore.
When everything you do each day is not of your own will, you tend to forget why you're here in the first place.
And I guess the worst part is, I'm forgetting Faith.
God has been a big part of my life, but these days, I find myself forgetting Him. I forget His presence and His Love. In turn I end up doing things I know God wouldn't be proud of. (OK it's actually not that bad but I'm really disappointed in myself don't judge HAHA)
I've thought about it and I guess the reason I'm losing myself, is because I'm losing God.
But I am time-bound. When one has such little time and so much to deal with, there are sacrifices to make. My Faith is something I am not willing to let lose just so I can be 'successful' in the eyes of society. For so what if a man gains the world but he loses himself and he loses his Faith? He is an empty shell and a purposeless soul.
No Lord, No Life, No Love.
Lord, strengthen my Faith.
More of You and Less of Me,
Lord it is You I want to be alike to.
Lord Jesus, You're everything I need,
You're enough for me.
